its just pain so much

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idk it been 4 days of my not begging her after 30 days continuously its just feel so bad and empty inside me like even when i wake i used to call her greet her tell her good or bad news even ebfore to my family and now idk there is no one I could talk to or even i dont have hope inside me that i can rely on to someone or bee open again myself or maybe to trust

Last updated on:2025-09-14T15:59:02+05:30

Comments (5)

LiamBoma
LiamBoma 6 mths ago

i used to call every morning too the silence is raw i let myself whisper into my pillow and it took the edge off a little.

imcream
imcream 6 mths ago

i begged for thirty days stopped four days ago mornings feel robbed i’m furious at myself for handing him my whole day.

CozyBuds531
CozyBuds531 6 mths ago

I feel you… I am stuck in this cycle for way longer and I can’t handle it… now I am a month from no contact and I just can’t find a way to let him go! what does help me is watching my go-to cry movie: The Titanic and cuddle with my stuffed animal he helps me alot!!

letitgo_user
letitgo_user 6 mths ago

I feel you. I’m on day 5 no contact since he broke up with me two months ago. It is really hard to not try to call or text him, he was my person. It hurts not being able to talk to him even about the little things

PloopMo548
PloopMo548 6 mths ago

the main thing effect me that her mother still calls me ask about my health and all and she doesn’t have a signle idea what her daughter did to me and it was a 4 years.