i'm also one month in with no pot, no overtime to work. I feel like today is a bit challenging with less options to keep me busy. I'm just trying to clean and relax. It's a little harder today but I'm hoping it's because its the start of the day. It's like i'm still hoping he reaches out but know he won't because i've always been the one to reach out. It's not only a heart break but grieving because I know he won't come to me and i'm determined not to go back to him.
Last updated on:2025-09-15T03:13:02+05:30
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you’re testing the waters of your own patience, noticing the pull but holding back. that alone shows a lot, even if it still hurts.
i get it mornings were the worst for me too, every little hope clinging. i used to sit and just breathe and clean a bit, felt small but okay, like keeping myself afloat.
yep i remember that feeling, sitting there thinking maybe today he’ll text but knowing he won’t, and hating how much i still wanted him. cleaning didn’t help, just made the emptiness louder.