its been a more than a month i saw her physically and 5 days NC but now its eating me to so much to talk to her tell her ask how she is and what not
and now its crushing me insdie to text her but deepdown ik the way she absued me the way she broke her promise and acted her while she was planning to break acted so nicely loving and she just throw me all suddenly
Last updated on:2025-09-16T02:06:02+05:30
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you’re holding both at once, the craving to reach out and the memory of how she treated you. i did the same, it felt like my brain couldn’t pick a side.
missing him so bad i just wanted to hear his voice, even after all the lies. it confused me how someone could treat me so sweet while already gone in their mind. that push and pull hurt more than the breakup.
i hated how mine smiled in my face while already planning to leave. felt like i was dating a stranger the whole time and didn’t even know it. the urge to text was like an itch i couldn’t scratch.