i’ve been crying for the past 45 minutes because of him

its still raw checking for crumbs of connection. it’s the part that clings even when logic says otherwise. it eases just not all at once.

i'm so broken i whispered that into my pillow too like saying it made it less sharp. cried until my eyes were puffy then slept like a stone. it hurt so much, and that was real.

i sat on my floor and cried the same way angry and hollow. gave everything, watched him shrug it off felt like my throat kept swallowing glass. kept opening his profile like a stupid habit.

Focus on some things that make YOU happy. im on day 42, and it does get easier I promise. Anyone that TRULY is worth the light that you bring into the world would not try to dim it or hurt you. Focus on you, and the stars will align. Value yourself, even when it hurts. I wish I could give you the biggest hug ❤️

I really understand how unfair that feels.. When someone we give our heart to doesn't handle it responsibly

Don’t wait for an apology from your ex. It won’t lessen the pain. They made their choices, and though it hurts, only you are responsible for your healing.