I never knew 11 days could feel so long, until we stopped talking. It hurts my chest, it breaks my heart, it makes me go insane. I thought I was going to be okay, until you followed me. Looking at that notification made my whole body sink, my hands were shaking, my eyes started to tear up. But instead of accepting the follow request like I would of, I remembered how you hurt me, tore me down, made me lose appetite, made me cry, every. single. day.So I blocked you. not because I wanted to, but because you gave me so many reasons to. I never expected to be in a situation where I had to block you, but I guess I proved myself wrong.
Last updated on:2025-09-15T23:09:03+05:30
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you spent 11 days hoping to feel okay then one small notification pulled it all back. the block wasn’t about control it was about survival in that moment.
i know that shaking feeling. my chest used to pound just seeing his name pop up. i blocked him crying, like i didn’t even want to but i couldn’t handle the pain anymore.
i blocked mine too. not cause i wanted to, cause he made me hate myself every day. i felt sick doing it but i also felt sick not doing it. there was no win.