Silence brings back his thoughts

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Whenever I am silent or not doing anything just to enjoy nature or trying to sleep, my thoughts go to him..like the time we had and if I did something different then how would that be and how is he feeling about me and all. so I either doom scroll which numbs my thoughts or do some work or sleep or go out. but these days I am trying to sit with myself and embrace my surroundings. so this is triggering my thoughts about him. is there a way I can stop or this is the process or shall I doom scroll?

Last updated on:2025-09-24T14:41:08+05:30

Comments (14)

Jiajog
Jiajog 5 mths ago

are you finding moments where you can just sit without spiraling at all, even a little? sometimes noticing just ONE peaceful moment helps break the loop

Tryin2BOkay
Tryin2BOkay 5 mths ago

No I am unable to

Chocoman
Chocoman 5 mths ago

it’s totally normal for your mind to wander, especially when you’re alone. try focusing on small things around you or journaling instead of doom scrolling—it numbs the thoughts more than helps

Tryin2BOkay
Tryin2BOkay 5 mths ago

Yeah I should start journaling

strangePP
strangePP 5 mths ago

ugh i’ve been there 😩 i used to spiral thinking about every “what if” too, doom scrolling all night… it helped me to just step outside and breathe, even if my brain freaked out

Tryin2BOkay
Tryin2BOkay 5 mths ago

yeah it gives me anxiety all the time due to these thoughts

Dooradu
Dooradu 5 mths ago

when these thoughts hit, do you notice if certain triggers make them worse? sometimes knowing the pattern helps me pause before i spiral 😔

Tryin2BOkay
Tryin2BOkay 5 mths ago

every single time I am idle with myself

healinghan
healinghan 5 mths ago

allow yourself time to grief and heal in time your thoughts will decrease

susain
susain 5 mths ago

sitting with your thoughts is normal, even painful. i found it helped to let myself feel it fully instead of doom scrolling—eventually it gets easier ❤️

Obsessedfrek
Obsessedfrek 5 mths ago

Start naming things in your surrounding. go for a walk or something

missqta
missqta 5 mths ago

ugh yes, i’ve been there 😩 i used to replay everything about him whenever i was alone, it’s so hard to just sit quietly without your mind spinning 💔

ByteChill514
ByteChill514 5 mths ago

I am in the same spot. When I am ideal, my mind goes to thoughts of him. And I doom scroll to find something that will make me laugh and let the moment pass. Take it one moment at a time but try not to let that moment overwhelm you or cripple you.

SweetRaysSun
SweetRaysSun 5 mths ago

I think it's okay to feel it and think about him from time to time, it's a part of processing, but maybe don't give it too much time (like set a few minutes when you can think about him how much you want and after it passes try doing something else)