it’s been 47 days which feels crazy actually because i still remember when it was just a week ago… It‘s getting easier but also there are relapses and i know here and there he‘s watching. And i know he has feelings for me and for some reason he’s just too scared or whatever… And even though my biggest wish is that we will find each other again, i also really just hope and wish to just get over him. To never want him again. To just forget him and find someone who will chose me from the beginning without habing to lose me first.
Last updated on:2025-09-25T03:03:02+05:30
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are you finding anything that helps when the relapses hit, even just a tiny distraction or ritual?
it’s okay to want both—healing and hope. just keep giving yourself small breaks and don’t rush forgetting, it’s a process
omg i feel this so hard… i was 6 weeks in and every day felt like a year, even when i knew they still cared 😭
day 16 for me and I feel thi same way sooooo much.. I need to forget and move on but the memories all bring me back...
I feel the same way