2 in the morning and here I am lying in my bed with eyes wide open staring at the ceiling walls thinking about her. Tonight's her birthday and all of a sudden all her memories started coming. I'm sad, I'm mad, I'm confused and sooo many more things. I wanna be there with her. I wanna hold her. I wanna show her that I do love her and that I AM the one for her.
what really makes it difficult for me is that we broke up on good terms. she didn't wronged me. it wasnt anything bad. maybe that's why the sense of loss is soo much more then anything I've ever felt before.
I think to myself if she is thinking about me too? about us? does she spend her nights sleepless? idk I just feel like a mess rn. I didn't thought about her all day but all of a sudden everything reminds me of her. I just miss her soo much. she really made me happy. and I'm afraid I'll never find anyone half as good as her.
Happy Birthday.
Last updated on:2025-09-25T12:22:59+05:30
Comments (4)
I wished someone would love me like this. Unfortunately, my ex was full of shit and lies.
being loved back the same way you love someone is one of the biggest blessings you can have in life...
you are not alone. I’m in a very similar boat …
it hurts