I thought i was doing a little bit better. I have more things to distract me and focus on, but today was hard. I really wanted to reach out, but I cant. I really want to see him, but we havent even ran into each other once despite living in the same building. he isn't even a good person but I miss him.
all 3 of my roommates have serious boyfriends and are probably going to end up getting married soon, and I just have no one. I know they care about me but their whole lives are their boyfriends, they're here all the time, they all go on group dates, and do group activities. and to be nice they invite me to tag along but it just makes me feel worse. I wish he was still here even if it was awful.
Last updated on:2025-09-25T14:27:04+05:30
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it's fine girl things will get better
same with me.. but you have learn to control your urges... I know the feelings and I know it's difficult. but believe me you need to take care of yourself. keep yourself occupied. one day these feelings won't matter.
be strong im on day about to be 18.. some days just for some reason are SOOOO HARD when others seem to fly by!!!! distraction ive learned are so good ive been gaming most night with new friends and I see why my ex prob doesn't think of me thats all she does is game.. so be strong hold on YOU GOT THIS