Dearest Kini,
It's been almost two months since we broke up. Everyday is still unbearable. I'm still struggling to get up and be okay. Saying I miss you so much will be an understatement.
I miss our late night drives to find some snacks somewhere in our city. I miss waiting for you at night to come home from work. I miss fixing your closet and preparing your clothes for you. I miss the warmth of your hugs and the gentleness of your kisses. I miss waking up next to you.
I miss doing chores with you: washing the dishes, cooking together/for each other, refilling water bottles, grocery shopping, and doing the laundry. I miss watching random tv shows with you at the living room. I miss giving you a massage to lessen your pain. I miss arguing with you. I miss talking to you.
I would do anything to go back in time and try to fix things with you. Like the usual, you were right again. It was a bad idea to break up.
I'm so sorry, Kin. I still am too weak.
Last updated on:2025-09-27T19:50:33+05:30
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summer depression. I feel you. but please consider seeing a professional, i'm sure it'll help more. maybe will support you with serotonin or something else. just know that everything will get better as long as you are alive. nothing is impossible, even though it seems hard and it is hard indeed. we are living the moment, and right now it hurts. but if you could meet you from the future, I'm sure she'd be in a much better condition and would celebrate your efforts. wish you the very best.
we don’t Break up because it’s nothing …