its the first autumn and winter without him after three years,im scared of the memories that will haunt me everywhere i go,everyday i keep wanting my sweet boy back,the one that made my life make sense,not the one who shattered my whole world,how could a person change that much?I just dont get it.
Last updated on:2025-09-30T00:00:38+05:30
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have you found little ways to keep yourself grounded when the memories hit? like routines or tiny escapes that help you breathe?
i just write it down,or i get up and do something for my self like skin care or take a shower or i just try and make any healthy meal,this has helped me trying to focus on my self too❤️
this is such a raw time… letting yourself feel the memories without trying to fix them helped me a bit, even if it hurts like hell
ugh i feel this so hard… i spent years clinging to the version of him i loved too. it’s brutal when reality hits and he’s not that person anymore