it's been 2 weeks since I caught him cheating me. I miss him so much . the pain on my chest is like a huge hole. I mean he cheated me and I caught why in hell I miss him SO much.
last night I saw him in my dreams. I was kissing him so gently and he was kissing me back the same way. In my dreams he told me I am aching and I said you don't have we should try another way this time . He wanted to say something but I wake up. It was soooo real.
one week I go I had send him a message. a girl from his profile (they must be talking ) has search my Instagram story. he denied everything but I told him I want nothing with me and I don't want to be in any conversation with his friends or girlfriends. i also told him I am trying to forget his existance.
two days before I send him a message, it was the day before his grandpa funeral. I told him I understand that must have been rough days and if he wants any help I am here. the message stay at delivered not seen.
he never replied. I am in such pain
Last updated on:2025-10-01T11:44:50+05:30
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Not this garbage, I won’t miss him, I miss the person I imagined, not that garbage. That shitty cheater is too gross for me to miss and remember. don’t behave so cheap, they betrayed you and you still sent messages? come on have some dignity!
that dream sounds intense. do you think reaching out again is making it harder to detach or is it giving you some kind of closure?
it's very hard to detach 😥
hat helped me a little in that stage was writing down everything i wanted to text him but never sending it. it let the feelings out without reopening the wound.
I did but spontaneous I send him because of the funeral
when i found out my ex was cheating, i still dreamed about him for months. the heart doesn’t switch off just because you “know better.” it’s the worst kind of ache 😞
I can totally related. though they cheat a part of your heart will always want them