today I relapsed and talked to her I even turned up.. he told me he didn’t want me again after months off on and off saying he loved me and wanted be with me. I July he was blocking and unblocking me.. I found out mints down the line he got anorther girls name tattooed within a month of been with her and slept with her he denied it even tho I had proof. now we are here today and last night the girl
posted him on her story… and he said they aren’t together and she said the same but today he’s told me fully
he done and has acted like I’m absolutely nothing to him. I begged for him to stay and he didn’t care… now he’s blocked me again it’s been on and off for 3 years and I let that boy walk all over me cus I had hope one day he would realise and be with me and properly try. I just don’t know what to do with myself or how to feel I feel broken and I aren’t good with handling the emotions of hurt, betrayal, abandoned.. what do I do? how do I move on and let go…
Last updated on:2025-10-04T13:20:20+05:30
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did you ever set boundaries for yourself before? i’m curious if stopping the cycle might help you finally breathe
I never set boundaries I fell in love with him. after I was abused for a long time by my ex partner he was the first person I let in and I fell for him..
it sucks, but maybe the only way to heal is to stop chasing him. journaling and no-contact helped me slowly let go
I just don’t know how to move on.. we aren’t talking now but I feel so sad and destroyed even tho he never gave me anything but it’s the fact I had hope idk how to move on…
hope and back-and-forth destroyed me too. i know that empty, betrayed feeling all too well
I just don’t know how to move on.. we aren’t talking now but I feel so sad and destroyed even tho he never gave me anything but it’s the fact I had hope idk how to move on…
I'm still trying to figure it out 🥺
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