I don’t truly know her yet something deep within me believes she’s the one. After so many days I saw her again quiet lost in her music surrounded by a calm aura… and those kind eyes that still haunt me. It hurts knowing I was the reason they once filled with tears.
I watch her from afar knowing she’s out of reach. I keep wishing that maybe just maybe God would be on my side and bless me with her. But reality has never been gentle with my hopes.
Maybe she’s moved on forgotten me living a peaceful life while I’m here drowning in silence replaying every tiny moment we ever shared. No matter how hard I try to hate her to stop loving her one glance pulls me right back into her eyes. And suddenly I’m swallowed by this emptiness remembering everything I did wrong consumed by guilt.
Maybe God is making sure our paths never cross again. And right now I have only one wish Either let me have her… Or take her out of my mind completely So my heart can finally rest.
Last updated on:2025-10-04T05:38:02+05:30
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when you think about her now, do you miss her… or do you miss the version of yourself you were when you were with her?
i get the either give her back or erase her from me prayer. i’ve whispered that before. what’s helped me a little is not fighting the memories but letting them pass like background noise.
i had someone like that too, where even the way their eyes looked at me stayed burned in my head. i was the one who broke them down and then i couldn’t forgive myself. that kind of guilt eats you alive.