he is using again I just want him to be ok so I don't hear about him the time from people

have you been in touch with him lately, or is it just people bringing his name up again? that stuff can mess with your head when you’re trying to move forward.

RazzTap 5 mths ago

Just people that keep bringing him up It does mess with my head every time I try to move forward I almost start to forget about him and then boom somebody pops up and reminds me thanks people Sometimes it makes it harder makes me miss him more makes me hate him more I hate I haven't feel anything for him cause He doesn't deserve it

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I hate it we was together for 6 years and every time I go somewhere or see anyone we know and he sees then they always talk about him I know some it's just cuz their not use to us not being together but I wish they would realize it's like ripping opening a trying to be healed wound thank you guys for you kind words

you can love him and still step back. it’s okay to want him to be okay without making it your responsibility. protect your peace, even if that means silence.

i get this so much… my ex relapsed too and it broke me watching from the sidelines. you still care, even when you shouldn’t have to carry that weight. it’s such a helpless kind of love 😔