First Day

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He promised he'd text me tonight. I told myself I'd he didn't, the. I had to move on. It's been years of bread crumbing. I let it go on so long because I truly believed we were destined to be together.

I'm so angry at myself because I feel so helpless and stupid

Last updated on:2025-10-06T19:54:36+05:30

Comments (8)

sizzumon
sizzumon 5 mths ago

do you feel like part of you still wants him to text even now, or are you more angry than hopeful at this point?

NovaFlex532
NovaFlex532 5 mths ago

Yes I absolutely want him to text me again. It's killing me how much I want it. I just know it's pointless to hope

silentme
silentme 5 mths ago

when i finally got tired of the breadcrumbs, i started writing down what actually happened vs what i hoped would happen. it hurt but it made things clear. maybe that could help you too

NovaFlex532
NovaFlex532 5 mths ago

great idea, thank you

honestgirl
honestgirl 5 mths ago

i stayed with someone who’d only show up when it was convenient for him. i kept telling myself we were “meant” too. it’s such a mind trap, so please don’t beat yourself up for it

NovaFlex532
NovaFlex532 5 mths ago

I appreciate that. I just kept believing, if I did everything right, he'd finally realize I'm the one who truly deserves him

ChillDays485
ChillDays485 5 mths ago

let him go, he doesn't deserve our precious time. You are someone's dream person.

NovaFlex532
NovaFlex532 5 mths ago

it doesn't feel that way, but I appreciate your kindness