I miss the excitement I felt every time he texted me. I miss the flirting. I miss feeling desired by him. I miss feeling like I'm always on his mind. I'm not even sure if he was ever telling me anything more than what I wanted to hear but I still miss the feeling. Talking to him was constant dopamine hits. Now I just feel numb. Nothing excites me.
I hate how much I miss him.
Last updated on:2025-10-08T23:58:47+05:30
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when you say “miss the feeling,” is it him specifically, or more that rush of excitement and attention you’re craving?
depending on the day, both
that numbness sucks, i get it. for me, journaling small daily joys helped me feel alive again, even if just tiny bits at first
feeling addicted to every little text from my ex, and when it stopped i felt like i lost my spark completely
same
I know what you are feeling.
let’s think it just a dopamine hit. and that we can get it in other ways from other sources.
seeing this just like a chemical reaction not adding the memories and emotions.
i know that you had heard this to many times but, your healing is start thinking only on you. He was your life but remember, your live is yours