As the days slowly go by I begin to realize how much I really loved you,
and you know I still do,
I miss our laughs we shared,
the jokes we made,
I miss when you would hold my hand,
your hands were always warm,
my own personal blanket it felt like,
it’s like grieving someone who is still here,
you left,
so did some part of me,
I laugh about it like its some kind of joke,
but no,
you genuinely did hurt me,
I genuinely did love you,
and I still do,
Loving somone is never a waste,
but it hurts when the other person couldn’t love you the same way,
do you remember admiring me?
“happy forever” you say?
that’s not true,
im confused,
I miss fighting sometimes,
at least we were still together,
even though that’s all we would do,
I loved you,
and I still do.
Last updated on:2025-10-15T11:53:37+05:30
Comments (5)
i get how much you loved them… do you think holding on to these memories is helping you heal, or keeping you stuck a bit?
The memories definitely make me grieve a lot, like a sudden dark cloud that only hovers over me. But it also helps me think that at least I enjoyed the time we spend together.
it’s okay to grieve them even if they’re still “there” in your mind. journaling helped me release some of the hurt without losing myself
i went through something similar with my ex… i still catch myself missing his laugh and warmth even months later
perfect 💪💡