yesterday I was going through my Google photos and I found our pictures and videos that I hadn't deleted I was looking at them smiling and not feeling anything but all that my heart was saying to myself was the last goodbye of the thing that I had held for you. I didn't ignore the videos I watched them till the end.And that felt so great letting go reminding myself I loved you purely and I don't regret and I don't blame myself for loving you like that but you didn't adore it, it was all fake on your side I decided to leave and give me the love I was giving you.
that felt so good and releasing and yesterday I cried it out during that moment and it was the first time after the break up that I didn't dream with him.
Last updated on:2025-10-15T23:22:16+05:30
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how did it feel watching everything till the end without getting upset? did it feel like closure or just relief?
relief
it sounds like you’re finally honoring your own love and boundaries. keep giving yourself that space to feel and release, it really helps the healing sink in.
i went through my ex’s photos too and just sat there crying but feeling… free for once. letting go like that hits differently
true