Sometimes, my heart wishes to see you again. I won't pretend that I'm not waiting for that moment to come, where in we'll finally be able to bid our goodbyes. My heart still misses you, no matter how painful the damage you caused me, I still want you to be happy. Even if you're already with another, I wish the both of you a healthy relationship. At night I cry and ask God why I had to meet you but suddenly lose you. But don't worry, I'll be okay without you. I'll try my best to move on from everything. You're the only one I loved that much and I don't know if I would ever be able to love again. I was so devastated with your betrayal and so stupid to think loving you more would make you change. I am hoping that I can survive this break-up. I want to let go and move on, even if I still have feelings for you.
Last updated on:2025-10-15T10:58:15+05:30
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do you think seeing them again would actually help you let go, or do you feel it might reopen everything you’ve been trying to heal?
I think seeing them again would reopen everything. The memories, both good and bad.
how can you still love someone that bretrayed you?
remember all the hurt he caused you. don’t focus on the good things in the relationship. there was a big reason for the breakup. that person doesn’t deserve your love.
I don't even know why. I knew he's not deserving of my love but I can't immediately remove my love for him but I'm praying to God because I don't want to love him anymore.
this kind of heartbreak takes time, like real time. i kept trying to “move on” fast but it hit me that you don’t rush grief. just keep showing up for yourself every day, even the messy ones
Thanks. You're right. Better to feel the pain and take it day by day than pretend I've moved on quick for a show. 😊
i used to pray for one last talk too, just to say goodbye right. it’s wild how you can still want someone’s happiness after all the pain they gave you
I think, despite what they did to hurt us, it's still important to show kindness. It doesn't mean they hurt us, we should get revenge. 😭
That's exactly how I feel too... I want so badly to message him to see how he is, if he's well, if he's taking care of himself, but I shouldn't because I've put an end to it. Sometimes, however, you have to put your logic above what you feel because you consider that the other person doesn't think the way you do.
I struggle choosing between my mind or heart but depending on the gravity of the case, and if cheating is involved,it's really better to set aside the emotions and be more logical.
@DreamAndLove426 no cheating in my case..it's different love language, it's the resignation from the relationship that made me say stop, because what matters is that both people try for the relationship to last... although deep down I feel that he wanted me to be the one to say it was over because he didn't have the guts.