he came back. after waiting 182 days. that’s all I wanted. to restart. try again. rebuild. but somethings not right. he tells me he’s in a mood but im not gonna force him to tell me. cuz im patient. I’ve turned to drinking and he doesn’t like me drinking even tho he smokes but when he asks me “why?” I can’t say. “you”. we’re together but we don’t talk. I guess this is it. this is what I waited for.
Last updated on:2025-10-16T02:49:03+05:30
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i’ve been there—sometimes patience feels like everything’s broken. journaling helped me process what i actually wanted vs what i was hoping for from them.
i’ve been there—sometimes patience feels like everything’s broken. journaling helped me process what i actually wanted vs what i was hoping for from them.
i waited months for him to come back too, and when he did, it felt like starting over in the middle of a storm. it’s exhausting