venting

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He had this way of making me forget the world. When he was around, everything felt lighter, like my heart finally found a place to rest. I loved myself, but I was happier with him beside me. He wasn’t just someone I cared about—he was the calm in my chaos, the light in all my dark. And then, somehow, he became the storm. He broke what he once healed, and I’ve been trying to piece myself back together ever since. Still, even after all the pain, a part of me will always love him for who he was before everything change

Last updated on:2025-10-27T04:37:55+05:30

Comments (4)

FadingSmile
FadingSmile 4 mths ago

do you ever feel like you’re grieving two people — the one he used to be and the one he became?

xuser11614
xuser11614 4 mths ago

yeah

honestgirl
honestgirl 4 mths ago

what helped me was accepting that both things were true — he was my peace once, and he did hurt me later. you don’t have to erase the good to move on, you just have to stop letting it rewrite the pain.

poetrygirl
poetrygirl 4 mths ago

i had someone like that too… he made life feel easy, like i could finally breathe again. then out of nowhere he turned into the same person i needed healing from. it’s such a weird ache — missing the version of them that no longer exists 💔