Of course, he didn't. Tomorrow we reach 3 months of no contact. 3 times what we lasted. Dang... Anyways, I was hopeful because of a fortune cookie that said "your dearest desire will became truth" so I took it. What a stupid thing... Also, I've been dreaming about him A LOT these days.
Yesterday I had a nightmare where , I ran into my friends walking along him on the street. I was with sister and my cousin. It was pretty horrible because we made eye contact and he really ignored me. And I turned around trying to say "hey!" But no. He was getting in his stupid car and ignoring me, literally.
Then one of my friends reached me and told that "he never wanted to see me again and that I wasn't important to him anymore, so I should leave him alone and never speak to him or look at him." I got into bed at my grandmother's house (you know, space-time in a dream is a little crazy) to cry, and my sister and my cousin went after me.
The indifference and attitude were really bad. I woke up devastated. My last thought before falling sleep was "please, talk to me, I wish you come back to me, please apologizes". Ironic, isn't it?
But this isn't the first time. A few days ago, I dreamed that he was at my house and still, he didn't want to see me and kind of hated me, and I had to convince him to treat me like a human being, but he only stayed to shut me up.
And a few days before that, I dreamed that my family and LeBron James, for some reason, had teleportation powers to other dimensions. And I jumped to another one and there was a different "he". Even more of a dork and weirder than the original. He gave me really bad vibes, but since in that universe it seemed like he and I hadn't ended badly or anything had ever happened between us, I went out with him and explained everything that had happened in the original universe. I didn't really like him but It was better than the nothing I had in my original world. Jesus, what a nightmare.
I'm really tired 😔
Last updated on:2025-10-28T00:25:39+05:30
Comments (7)
that sounds really heavy 😞 do you think the dreams are more about missing him, or missing the version of you that existed when things felt okay?
I don't know... maybe both 😔😔
dreams like that usually hit when your mind’s still trying to process everything you didn’t get to say. it sucks, but it also means your heart’s working through it in its own way. i started writing mine down — kinda helped take their power away a bit.
Thanks I'll try to do that :(
used to dream about my ex constantly too, like my brain wouldn’t let me move on even while i slept. it’s wild how real those dreams feel — the rejection, the begging, the silence. i’d wake up exhausted, like i’d lived through another breakup overnight.
thats normal i have also gone through ignoring thing . thats a worst thing ..if they really want us they will reach out and also give the same love..when my ex with me he came back but he didnt gave me same love ,no efforts like reveng no intrest ..i am the one who done everything ..so live your life ,focus on someone or something different ..when he got stuck in ur head.busy ur day ...heal ...😇💪find peace ,do things to make u happy ..try to find happy places in your life..😇
thanks for your kind words 🫂✨