Its so hard living

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Hi guys,
I failed again. I took the medical test once again because my family wanted me to, and exactly what I was afraid of happened, I failed. It’s 2am and I’m fuking crying so hard. My head hurts, and I have no one to talk to. Everyone keeps asking about my result, waiting for me to say something, but what should I tell them that I failed again?
An hour ago, my dad asked about it. I told him I checked the answer keys and didn’t score well. He said his friends kids got high scores, and that hurt so much. I tried not to cry, just listened quietly. Then he asked, What will you do next? I couldn’t even answer properly and left the room. I broke their hopes once again. They must be thinking others passed, but I didn’t. I don’t know what to say to anyone. I can’t stop crying

Last updated on:2025-10-29T02:28:51+05:30

Comments (6)

tommato
tommato 4 mths ago

did you actually want to take that test again, or did you do it mostly for your family? sometimes that pressure makes the failure hit even harder.

BaeXluv76
BaeXluv76 4 mths ago

for family

fearlessG
fearlessG 4 mths ago

it’s okay to cry right now. but once you’re calmer, try not to talk to anyone until you feel ready. people love to ask questions but you don’t owe them answers. just take a day or two to rest. failing doesn’t mean you’re done — it just means you’re human and tired.

01Dee
01Dee 4 mths ago

it gets better with you doing the things you enjoy it was hard for me because I'm a book work I had my biggest heartbreak 3 days before my nursing licenciate exams I would cry minutes before exams because I couldn't concentrate but I did pull myself together...you just boss up and make a choice to be happy cause he is definitely happy somewhere if it's been 80 days of being quite

Lipavio
Lipavio 4 mths ago

i failed my entrance exams twice back-to-back and i remember that exact 2am breakdown — chest tight, can’t breathe, feeling like i disappointed everyone. it’s the worst when your parents compare you. hurts more than the result itself. you’re not alone in this, really.

snapkriti
snapkriti 4 mths ago

It's okay to let it out don't worry and don't compare yourself to others i sure know you had done your best and i really hope you don't let it affect you too much it's hard but I'm here if you need me just don't lose hope