I wish more than anything he could just hold me. How can someone be such a big part of your life for so long and still not love you?
This past weekend I ended up drunk texting and calling him after going out. My friend ditched me she met someone and left and I felt so alone. Honestly I feel pathetic. I never imagined I’d become this cliché but here I am.
Does it ever get easier? Because right now it really doesn’t feel like it.
Last updated on:2025-10-28T22:00:05+05:30
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when you called him, did he answer? or was it more about wanting to feel something familiar for a second? sometimes that says a lot about where our heart’s really at
what helped me a bit was deleting his number for a while. not forever, just until i stopped reaching for it every time i felt empty. it’s not easy, but those urges pass faster than you think.
It will an I'm crying so much but I have hope the thoughts and the fantasies are fresh but I have hope and you should too. And get a better friend love.