It's Day 6 ... And I really Can't do it anymore.. I had heard that if a guy can be without you for more than a week , it's Somehow we can tell that he moved on ..
As much as I know ....Our fight never last long this much .. There was a time when it happened and then I was the one who texted / called him.. He responded but wasn't that interested in talking that time...But now After he clearly told me at the morning of 23rd October that he really don't wanna be with me and wanna leave me ...He promised in my name that he will never comeback but maybe I was a fool believing that he lied... I thought that maybe He LOVE me ..
On Day 5 ( yesterday ) , I didn't post or did anything in this app ..but I remember crying at the evening while hearing the song which I dedicated to our relationship at the starting and also his favourite songs that he use to dedicate to me..I felt like crying but somehow it's strange that I wasn't able to cry properly or you can say loudly, Because all these time when I was with him I used to cry/ mourn and beg him to stay ...But now I'm suddenly so numb that I didn't even cried ..I forced myself to shed some tears cause it was being so heavy to my heart to hold all these together.
But now .. I'm in my room as usual .. thinking about him 24/7 ,no matter what I do or hear ..I think of him all these time ... It's hard and Somehow unbearable to hear someone's else love story while being in this period.. But being the "therapist" of my grp , hearing their problems and giving relationship advice feels so s u c k .
I'm too tired to divert myself to anything else ... I'm really broken but this time the thing is not showing up.
I don't know what to do...
I just want him to text me.
Last updated on:2025-10-31T03:00:54+05:30
Comments (5)
you mentioned he promised he’d never come back… do you feel like a part of you is still waiting for him to break that promise?
Exactly it do.. I really wish for him to comeback really...
when the body stops crying, it’s usually because it’s exhausted, not healed. i remember those days. what helped me a little was writing a text i wanted to send, but never actually hitting send. it gave me space to say everything without giving him access again.
when my ex said he “didn’t wanna be with me anymore,” i still waited like he’d change his mind. i’d check my phone every 5 minutes just to feel that small hope. that numb phase hits different like you wanna cry but your body’s just… done. 💔
Exactly..