may my heart be kind to me

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I kind of moved on while we were still dating
I've come to accept he didn't like me that much
I was always filled with hope,doubt,fear
it hurt me because I let my guard down for the first time
so I think whatever longing I feel is just a wounded ego because Love should never make anyone feel like this.
I can't wait for this journey,I hope my heart is kind to me.
my brain knows the right thing but my heart doesn't. It kept me stuck in an endless cycle. I'm a melancholic so it's even much worse. I want to remind myself from this day,that I'm not doing this so he would recognise my worth and run back to me I'm doing this for me. Not for him. I'm the main character of my life and I have him too much spotlight than he deserved. May God help me as I begin this journey.

Last updated on:2025-11-01T23:58:40+05:30

Comments (6)

lilyy
lilyy 4 mths ago

that part about giving him too much spotlight… i felt that line. what was the moment that made you realize you were done giving him center stage?

FrostTap989
FrostTap989 4 mths ago

saw someone say it on twitter and it stuck with me

Areesova
Areesova 4 mths ago

this hit deep. just keep reminding yourself you’re not doing it for him, even on the hard days when your brain starts replaying everything. it’s a daily thing, not a one-time switch. but slowly your peace starts to come back, i promise.

FrostTap989
FrostTap989 4 mths ago

I hope so

missqta
missqta 4 mths ago

realizing mid-relationship that i was the only one fighting to be seen. it messed with my head so bad, cause i kept hoping he'd wake up and love me the way i loved him. but yeah, love isn’t supposed to feel like walking on glass.

FrostTap989
FrostTap989 4 mths ago

you hit the nail on the head
they didn't love us and that's okay
honestly what's hurting us isn't longing or love
it's just our ego that's wounded 🥲