i hate myself so so so so bad i really gave everything for this man i gave my all for nothing we’re over he doesn’t wanna be in contact with me anymore and even though we’re over i keep missing him everyday it hurts so bad i can’t stop loving me when he showed me everyday i shouldn’t love him. we called yesterday i was fully crying on the phone with him, he said that he doesn’t deserve me and that i gave him way too much credit when he doesn’t matter that much. my heart is absolutely broken i don’t know what to do i’ll never heal i keep coming back to him all the time i keep breaking no contact he doesn’t wanna block me bc he says that even if he does i’ll reach out to him somewhere else my heart is shattered i want to die
Last updated on:2025-11-04T07:04:02+05:30
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have you thought about what makes you reach out every time? like, is it the loneliness, or hoping he’ll change his mind?
don’t hate yourself for giving love. you showed up with a full heart, and that’s never something to be ashamed of. try not to reach out again tonight. just breathe. one hour at a time
I'm also going through it now it breaks my heart to pieces 🥺
of course it's hard that means it was real but no matter how hard it is try at least to vjeck yourself, don't run back everything you feel longing and sad if you can just try to stay with the feeling I know its hard but if you get through it trust me it's worth it, you can't force someone to love you no matter how much you want it, the best thing for both of you to do is I know its hard but focus on your life now I know its hard and to cling onto hope but what is meant for you will come like a train be it him or something better but you have to believe in yourself that you want better, with time you'll realise this is something that helped you, if you get back together or not. you deserve love, you just have to be the one to give it to yourself now
i used to call my ex crying too, just to hear him say he didn’t deserve me while i still begged him to stay. it’s such a brutal cycle, loving someone who keeps proving they can’t love you back