i am so pissed

so uh hi!! i really need to vent how mad i am rn
so my ex and i went no contact a week ago, i was actually doing pretty well up until this point, focusing on myself and my growth, you know?
i lead a pretty private life, never really posting on social media. the only platform i actually use like that is tiktok, and even then we're just talking reposts. it was also one of the few platforms i haven't removed my ex from, since he used the app once a few months ago as a means to advertise his content, so yeah, i thought not removing him wouldn't harm me in any way

i kid you not this man went back on to the account and started reposting videos about how i destroyed our relationship. the only reason i found out was because he reacted to a video i reposted, basically sending me a notofication. and yeah, i'm pissed. what do you mean "you lost a man who would kill for you"? boy you couldn't even come over while i was bawling my eyes out, you literally ghosted me when i thanked you for the good memories after the breakup AND you constantly cut me off from your love during the relationship? who tf is doing the killing? cause it certainly would not have been you 😭

this is so ironic because just the other day i was telling my family that i hope he finds happiness in life and somebody that he could treat better. but getting alerted to all this just set me back like 5 steps. acting like the victim like i haven't been having the same conversations with him these past 3 years omg 😭

Last updated on:2025-11-11T23:37:51+05:30