I am always wrong.
after a long silent we are back to be.and everything will go very smooth and even more lovely . And we were together and have sex.after that my ofc college sent a message and he got my phone and checked my profiles and chats there where my university younger brothers chats (two)and a boy on my schooltime i asked for another friends number yo collect my calculaor and their was his chat also.he got so upset i didnt delete anything and my university friends chats was about university assignment and other was about the number thing and other was that calculor thing he was my friend before and he talked me that he has my calculator safe .thats all.but my bf got so upset about that i am chatting with then i told i delete all of them (yes before but i save only thoes numbers because I didnt use any social media but he using all and he has all his friends there ..only he deleted some because we fight once and i also deleted.now I saved(before i updated him about my friends,he got upset about that also ,that day i joined to friends grp) ,He is not my religion even he hurt me again and agin .I am with him because everything last and began again again .better and then again somthing happen like this.he uploading contents also but when i love to upload something he asking for what whom you want to see this ? for who you uploading this .why did you added a status on tik tok to whom you want to see ..🙂bro why is he like that my head questioning everything .even he did the worst to me i was always be side of him giving him the same love .why cant he understand ?Why i am always wrong ,cant he think like i didint leave him even my family wont agree i be with him.even he treated me worst i been with him ,now he saved his past university girls numbers infront of me🙂.why cant he understand my love for him.?
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when he reacts like this, does he ever take responsibility later… or does it always turn back on you somehow?
what you wrote sounds like he keeps pulling you back into the same cycle. the thing that helped me was paying attention to how i felt after every “fight”… my body always knew before my mind did. you’re not wrong for wanting to be trusted.
i used to be with someone who checked my phone and twisted every tiny thing into “proof” i was doing something wrong. he had girls in his phone too but somehow i was the problem. that confusion and exhaustion you’re describing… i lived that. it wears your soul down
He clearly has bad intentions, if he is being hypocritical enough to forbid you from doing things he does in the first place. He's playing the field, cheating, and expecting you not to do the same, thinking how it's alright because you're a girl and he the guy. In no world is that an excuse. Break up or do the same as he does, and when he accuses you, say he does the same.