I can't hide from the pain
I really had a messy breakup with my ex we was on and off for roughly a year till I found a woman in his house ,went back after few months😭he cheated again met another lady on tiktok 2 of matter of course and this time I made a decision to let it go coz it wasn't worth it ..
had been 3 months no contact I was really doing fine..was healed till he texted me consequently saying that he wanted to apologise and etc we met up for late lunch got drunk and ended up at his place ...we made out etc and in the morning I left his place..4 days now he ghosted me havent said a word and i havent texted him..i feel so awful for i was really doing good and the moment he just appeared out of nowhere i feel so shattered..Im trying to run away from the feeling but its draining me ..hes added on all my social media but I took every post down zero posts even on my stories I dont know why it hurts more than the 3 months we were in no contact
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I have been in the exact same situation where you are. It is just that when he wanted us to meet physically so that he can apologize, I declined the date.... and I am sure if I could have accepted to go for the date, we would end up having something, and then break up again... I am so sorry that you're going through this
thank you for the kind words girl
we got this
I feel you. Been there. I once lost my spark and purpose, but i was able to rise. I believe in you. You can win this. This time, be wise.
to the point his own daughter told me he can never be loyal lol and said I deserved better ..he brings random women to his house even infront of her and his nieces and nephews hes shameless like that
@albright omg! That's crazy. He is not worthy. His daughter is right, you can find someone better.
Damn! this is one is torture. I lost words. I hope you learned something from your experience. I know it's hard, but we don't have a choice. We need to accept the reality. cut him off. don't ever contact hum again or fall for his begging attitude.
yes yes
hes really toxic id say manipulative and narcissistic ...toxic relationships really derive you from the will to live ...I've really lost my spark but im picking myself up again this time for good.