I try my best not to think about her but when I do it feels like I’m drowning in pain. I’ve been through heartbreak before yet somehow it never gets any easier. I really thought this time would be different because of all the promises all the hope but here I am alone again.
I miss her deeply even though it hasn’t been that long. Today I had to force myself to eat and I spent most of the day in bed because I just didn’t have the energy to do anything else. It feels like heartbreak is the only thing I ever experience and I honestly don’t know how to stop missing her.
Last updated on:2025-11-17T22:34:02+05:30
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when you think about her, is it her you miss or the version of life you thought you’d have with her? sometimes that difference says a lot.
the only thing that ever helped me even a little was trying to get through the day in tiny pieces. like, one meal, one shower, one short walk. not to fix anything but just so the days didn’t swallow me whole. missing her is gonna happen, you don’t have to fight it every second.
when my last relationship ended i swear i couldn’t even breathe without feeling that punch in my chest. i’d been through heartbreak before too but that one hit different because of all the things we planned and all the ways i thought it would last. i remember barely eating for days. you’re not crazy for feeling like you’re drowning, that’s exactly what it felt like for me too