I miss her when I get told I need surgery
I miss her when I am driving to class
I miss her when I lay awake at night
I miss her when I start a new show I want to tell her about
I miss her when I get sick again
I miss her when I wake up with no messages
I miss her when I go past her bus stop
I miss her when I open life360 and her name isn't there anymore
I miss her when I see her posted on my friends Instagram stories
I miss her when I am talking to her ex about random interests we share
I miss her when I am at a party drinking knowing id never do that when we were together
I miss her when I have to get sober
I miss her when I find out my mum has tumors
I miss her when I'm alone
I miss her when I'm with my friends
I miss her all the time
I still dream about her
I can't love anyone else
Last updated on:2025-11-19T09:48:03+05:30
Comments (4)
do you feel like you miss her, or do you miss the version of life you had when she was in it? sometimes those two get tangled and it’s hard to tell which one is pulling at you the hardest.
when it got like this for me, i had to stop fighting the missing. i just let it be there. it kinda softened on its own when i stopped treating it like something i had to fix right away. sometimes the only thing that helps is letting yourself be a little wrecked for a while.
i remember missing my ex in every tiny corner of my day too. like i’d be brushing my teeth and suddenly i’d be like “damn, she’s not here.” it felt like my whole life had her name stitched into it and ripping it out hurt everywhere. you’re not crazy for feeling her in all those moments. that kind of attachment doesn’t just switch off.
have you reached out to her and told her that you miss her?