my heart hurts

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read my other posts to find the backstory to why me and my boyfriend broke up , but i think the main thing i need to make important is we both love eacother . i feel so sick , so sick , i need him , i feel lost without him . there’s not been one moment this whole day he hasn’t popped int my mind . i tried to distract myself by going on a walk but the whole time i was thinking about our memories.

Last updated on:2025-11-20T21:04:59+05:30

Comments (7)

fitnessgram
fitnessgram 3 mths ago

when you two ended things, was it one big moment or more like a slow build of stuff that piled up? knowing that sometimes helps make the pain feel less confusing.

usermkj28
usermkj28 3 mths ago

it was sort of slow? we had already mentioned broken up a month before because his older sister forced him to end things with me due to the distance , however he loved me so much he said he wanted to still be with me and we hid our relationship . but then on monday he texted saying he couldn’t do it anymore . he still loves me and i still love him

EmptyChapter
EmptyChapter 3 mths ago

the first days are the worst. i usually let myself miss them without fighting it. trying to force distractions just makes the sadness louder sometimes.

lifedrama
lifedrama 3 mths ago

when me and my ex split, even though we still loved each other, my whole body felt sick. like this heavy ache that wouldn’t shut up. i’d walk around pretending i was “getting fresh air” but the whole time it was just memories replaying on loop. loving someone and losing the day-to-day of them hits different. you’re not alone in that heartbreak

HappyNook761
HappyNook761 3 mths ago

chin up i feel you

ChillPals137
ChillPals137 3 mths ago

If you still love each other you would not be going through what you're going through right now... You will be together...

usermkj28
usermkj28 3 mths ago

we’re only young , if his parents are agaisnt long distance there’s not much we can do . but we do still love eacother .