I wish I could call her goodnight. Wish her everything again.
We had our walks, even at the physical distance, it never faded.
The routines we made.......
But its for the best. I had to break this off. I had to regain control over the maybes one days and somedays.
There was so much we could of shared. But the more I think back... I see more pain points. Potential problems not yet even willing to talk about. But...I wish we could of officially tried. But I guess we did, as you always referred to this as a breakup anyway.
Last updated on:2025-11-21T03:11:00+05:30
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I miss my routine that I had with my ex
when you say you had to regain control… was it because the uncertainty was getting too heavy or because you felt like you were carrying the whole thing alone?
I think the routines is what made the relationship ship slightly worse especially if you say the same things even out of complete love to an avoidant it could be seen as boring but who knows maybe this is a character arc for all of us
Wow it feels like seeing myself
whenever i get stuck in the “we could’ve tried” loop, i write down what it actually felt like day to day. it helps me see the pain points clearer and not just the soft moments.
i remember missing the little routines with my ex, like the dumb goodnight texts and morning check ins. letting go even when you know it’s “right” still feels like getting ripped open