today is on Thursday...still feeling my insides like they are being ripped apart I have been so suicidal after the break up still not stable but trying not to give up
he took everything from me my love my loyalty my excitement ,my happiness my peace of mind and now I'm just empty and exhausted and the worst of it we are in the same geographical area so I have to endure all that
the disrespect the mean words ? all I'm left with what does she have that I don't ? why couldn't he protect me why her? he broke up with me then why did he come back if he had her already
what did I do to deserve all this ...
Last updated on:2025-11-23T13:20:56+05:30
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can i ask… was he always this careless with your feelings or is this the first time he’s cut you this deep?
sometimes but worse is when things got tough he'd always just quit on me
then come back later I thought he'd changed but alas just the same old person
when i get hit with that “why her and not me” spiral, i try to remind myself it’s not actually about me at all. sometimes the only thing that helps is grounding myself in tiny moments, like eating something or going outside for five minutes. just small things that keep me here.
I failed myself that why hurts the most
i went through almost the same thing when my ex cheated then kept showing up like he missed me while talking to another girl behind my back. that mix of pain and confusion is brutal. i remember waking up feeling like my insides were just… gone. you’re not crazy for feeling this broken. this kind of hurt hits places you didn’t even know you had
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i’m so sorry , i would say i hope your okay but that’s stupid . i undertand what you mean when you say you feel not stable because that’s how i feel , it’s like the only reason i was happy is gone . although it seems like ages away , 6 months from now you’ll be better then you are today . one day you’ll wake up and he’s not rne first thing you think of , and he’s not tjr last thing you think of before you sleep .
I hope so too much pain to endure
fact that I have exams coming up and I'm. just not there anymore