today I broke a painted bowl he made for me We went on a arts and crafts date and I painted him a plate that he has in his new house. while throwing the bowl I imagined it to be my heart and throwing it away forever. I want to break everything he gave me how can I love and hate someone at the same time
Last updated on:2025-12-01T12:30:56+05:30
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when you broke that bowl, did it feel like relief or just more pain?
more pain because I think it meant more to me then him. or the fact that I kept picturing my heart looking that broken I felt sad looking at all the pieces
i wanna destroy every memory” mood, i try to pause before i actually do it. sometimes i put the stuff in a box or outside my room for a bit. gives me room to breathe without doing something i regret later.
I stopped myself from breaking the other stuff but I really just want to erase all my memories with him. everything reminds me of him its driving me insane
i once smashed a stuffed toy my ex won for me at a fair and i remember thinking “this is literally my chest.” it’s wild how the love and the anger exist in the same breath. you’re not crazy for feeling both. it’s just the depth of what you went through showing up.
it's so sad how material things have this deeper meaning to us without us even knowing. I never thought I would be this person like on a movie cutting up picture and breaking stuff I hate myself for it.
Trust me its completely normal
and you'll feel extremely liberated once you get rid of everything that reminds you of him
I did. but I keeping picturing him with someone in his house that I decorated. I feel like this is torture
@ladyT that feeling is certainly gut wrenching but the only way to heal is that you go through every single emotion. let it flow, keep yourself busy. like really busy.
I broke up in June and I fucked up really bad because I would keep spiraling and reach out to him. Once you keep yourself engaged in something 24*7 that feeling subsides. Trust me on this. If you have a picture of him burn it. I did that too and girlll I slept like a baby after so long.
I had his t-shirt, I cleaned my room w and my washbasin w that.
Just keep yourself busy and get rid of everything that reminds you of him
Feng Shui is real. Remove everything that indicates even an iota of his presence in your life
@SwiftSnap434 I messed up I broke contact and I'm feeling 10 times worse so tomorrow I'm going to follow your advice il clean the floor with his clothes and cry it out. I can't keep spiraling like this 😫
@ladyT Yessss
proud of you🤍🤍