confused

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yesterday I found his missed called and when I called back he said that it was a mistake
he called my not so much common number why ?
you know what hurts most is not because he hurt me it's because I let so much slide I let myself down and now I'm suffering the consequences of my own actions
why is it the person you love most is the one who hurts you so bad ? for him when it comes to making him taking accountability he says I'm nagging ,I'm too much ,I'm exhausting yet you want to keep this person because he's your favorite person but alas
does the echoes of the hurtful words ever leave your head
it gets easier yes but pain and somethings have a way of sneaking up on you

Last updated on:2025-11-24T18:19:02+05:30

Comments (6)

heart4u
heart4u 3 mths ago

when he said the call was a mistake, what did it bring up for you? like was it sadness, anger, hope, all of it at once?

lipilo
lipilo 3 mths ago

if someone keeps hurting me, i try to take that as information, not a test i need to pass. gives me a tiny bit of control back.

GiyyaChab
GiyyaChab 3 mths ago

my ex used to “accidentally” call me too and every time it messed with my head. i kept letting things slide because i loved him more than i loved myself at that moment. the shame of that hit me way harder than anything he did.

merway
merway 3 mths ago

how did you get over it

FrostBuzz188
FrostBuzz188 3 mths ago

Relate to this hundred percent, don't know how to get over this 😭

merway
merway 3 mths ago

it sucks