62 days

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its day 62 if it wasnt for this app i would have lost count by now bc i never even think about him anymor.I dont know why i even was with him,i realized he never even gave the bare minimum it was just my love and my energy that made him special.I dont know how i could stay with him,I feel sorry for the girl he left me for,i hope he learned how to treat a woman and treat her better.

Last updated on:2025-12-01T17:27:48+05:30

Comments (10)

lonlyemo
lonlyemo 3 mths ago

do you feel like there was a specific moment where it clicked for you, like “oh… he never actually showed up for me”?

AshNest25
AshNest25 3 mths ago

actually there were a lot of moments like that but i never realised it like the last time,when i was in the hospital i almost died,it was hard for me to survive that day,and he didnt care to show up for me,and i took it as a lesson,maybe me being in that condition was necessary so that i could understand who really cares about me

ChillPals137
ChillPals137 3 mths ago

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AshNest25
AshNest25 3 mths ago

i really wish he is treating her better,no woman deserves to be treated like me.No jealousy girl idk what you mean i literally said it in the post that i hope he treats her better

xplorpain
xplorpain 3 mths ago

that stage was just letting myself enjoy the clarity. like actually letting it sink in that life feels lighter without someone who demanded my energy but gave nothing back. you don’t have to force anything right now… just keep doing what’s already working for you.

AshNest25
AshNest25 3 mths ago

yeaaa,i am enjoying every bit of my life by myself and the good people that sorround me, no stress, no pressure,no manipulation and no bad energy around me🎉🎉

brokenInside
brokenInside 3 mths ago

i hit that point too where i looked back and was like damn… it was literally ME pouring everything in and calling it love. when my ex left for someone else i also weirdly felt bad for her, like girl you have no idea what you’re walking into

AshNest25
AshNest25 3 mths ago

yess thats what i mean,im not jealous,i feel bad,because i know how it was being in her place and i would never go back again.

SoulSync495
SoulSync495 3 mths ago

manifesting this for me :) congratulations on this I bet it feels like a huge weight off your shoulders and chest. any tips?

AshNest25
AshNest25 3 mths ago

yesss it really does feel like a huge weight of my shoulder,what worked for me was focusing on my life(the good part),the good people that sorround me,and how i could make my life and myself a better version without him in it,no hate no love for him,just me,