so today i celebrated 🥳 45 days of nc...ironic right? is this not enough for him to come back though..why am i still very much attached and waiting for him, maybe it's because part of me knows that he's spiralling right now(from all those reposts and likes he does on tt )the regrets the i miss you.., the nf new songs like sorry,fear, or home the heart break quotes, poem and the my gf posts...are these not enough?!
Last updated on:2025-11-29T18:09:13+05:30
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do you feel like you’re waiting for the old version of him or the one you’re seeing now?
the old would be nice, thank you😭
my ex and still checking his songs and reposts like they were secret messages for me. that whole “maybe he’s spiralling” thing kept me stuck for MONTHS. it’s wild how our heart holds on even when the person doesn’t show up
yes it's really hard to not held onto that smidgen of attachment we have.
Let him reach out if he wants to reconnect and stay grounded
I think you need to focus on you. Let him spiral. If its meant to be it will be.
i know, but i just can't seem to move on. may be it's because I'm giving him to much head space idk.