my parents are out of town visiting my extended family up north and I'm with my siblings that I have an estranged relationship with. I feel really alone. I worked with him this morning and it was that same bittersweet feeling of so close and yet so far. I just want the universe to give me a sign that it's gonna be okay and everything is going to work out.
Last updated on:2025-11-29T05:02:03+05:30
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do you feel more hurt by the distance with your siblings or the “so close yet so far” thing with him today?
i usually try to focus on just getting through the next hour. not the whole situation, just the next tiny step. it makes the loneliness a bit less heavy.
being stuck in a house full of people and still feeling like i was the only one there. working next to someone you still love but can’t have yet… that feeling destroys you. you’re not weird for wanting a sign. i used to beg for one too