I'm now starting to rationalize things, give plausible explanations to everything, excusing both mine and his behaviour... I'm trying to convince myself it makes perfect sense to contact him 🙄 Argh! I'm 20 days into the 30 days no contact ... I cannot ruin it now! But I really feel a massive battle in my head and being tore between sticking to the rule and breaking it ... The thing is that based on my 'knowledge' of him, i think he will reach me back and everything will be hanky dory! But he totally broke this 'knowledge' by breaking up with me when I would have never expected it! Argh! I feel I'm going insane 😵💫
Last updated on:2025-11-29T06:43:02+05:30
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what part of you wants to reach out the most right now… the hope or the fear?
hold on a little longer, just breathe through the chaos.
i did the exact same thing. i started rewriting the whole breakup in my head, convincing myself he’d magically come back if i just reached out. that mental tug of war is exhausting