I feel so angry and hurt that he doesn’t seem to care at all

I feel so angry and hurt that he doesn’t seem to care at all. He’s avoidant hides his feelings and looks perfectly fine surrounded by friends while I only had him. He was my everything. I used to text him every day and then suddenly it all stopped. I loved him worried for him and he was my friend before anything else. That’s why it hurts so much to think that in the end he didn’t really love me or care about me. He dismissed my feelings and it was painful to see how indifferent he became. It was such a stark contrast to the beginning when he was so loving excited to date me craving my voice blushing with me as we tried pet names. He fell for me first but I fell harder and in the end I cared more.
I cared too much worried too much and it became a burden for him. He told me I was trying to “save” him that I made him miserable that people worrying about him annoyed him. He struggles with serious mental health issues and I kept urging him to seek therapy or support because I wanted us to grow together to face our problems and learn. But instead he hurt me even though in the beginning he promised he’d never want to. His lack of communication reassurance and emotional maturity impacted me so deeply that I felt like I was asking for too much. I cried constantly to the point of giving myself migraines.
I miss how things used to be. I wanted to marry him. We used to dream about our future together. He became part of my daily life after I thought I’d die alone. My family knew him my friends knew him. Now I’m alone again and I don’t believe I’ll find anyone else. We were there for each other in our darkest moments as friends and lovers. He called me his “angel” and I would draw him constantly he even gave me back my passion for art. I miss his shiny brown eyes his big lips the mole near his nose. I miss him so much that I would’ve silenced my worries if it meant things could go back to how they were.
It’s a different kind of pain seeing him erase me from his bios change the profile picture I drew for him and remove me from groups with his friends. It makes me feel so alone. I would’ve worked on my worrying instantly gone to therapy sooner stayed consistent with my meds learned to worry less so I wouldn’t be an annoyance. And while I believe my worrying was normal his mental health struggles made me worry even when nothing was wrong his silence left me guessing.
Will I ever get over him? Will he ever come back? It’s hard not to cry when he shows no signs of heartbreak over losing me.

Last updated on:2025-11-29T08:08:03+05:30