158 Days
I began talking to other people, I created a new routine for my life, I weathered 3 holidays now without him and I have had my eye on a goal for better financial health but leave it to the quiet moments where I’m sitting alone in my living room eating an awesome grilled cheese and flipping through Prime to almost immediately get a huge wave of him memory wise crashing into my mind… sitting there with almost immediate tears from my eyes and not even knowing it was coming because I didn’t feel it beforehand. Maybe it means I’m healing but almost 6 months in No Contact truly zero percent and not as much as a whisper… is anyone else experiencing this?
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Im sorry you are going through this. I was doing the same thing with our playlists. I just outright deleted them all. You might be able to reset your watch history, maybe that will help, idk.
I wish I had the experience with that but from my small experience, even though I had to do the breakup- I did not want to with her. Part of me wants her to reach out, but I know it will be like kryptonite and I have to stay away. I wrote a letter to myself "to her" describing the pain I felt and that her non label relationship was the crux of the issue, along with not following through with plans and money. I keep it near my bed whenever the urge to contacts hits like a brick. It did so bad this weekend and im sure for many. Stay strong. You will be okay.