I just got out in an abusive 3 year relationship. He was my first boyfriend. At first everything was fine, he's sweet and gave me gifts but like they always say "nothing last forever". He is manipulative and always gaslights me. He doesn't let me go out with my friends like I used to, and there's even a time that he got jealous of my cousin.

I was blinded by love that I always over explain everything to him. He's also a lazy person who doesn't want to get a job so I always provide his meals and financials. Like I said, I was blinded by my love for him so I always give what I can give.

But last November he broke up with me. I went on vacation with my friends and he got furious that he broke up with me. At first I was hurt but over the month, I tried my hardest to build myself up and to heal from the heartbreak, mental and financial abuse.

Last night, he reached out and messaged me that he can't live without me. He love me so much and he'll fix his life to be with me (which I've heard a thousand times before).

I have no plans on fixing everything and getting back with him. I had enough of his craps and I don't want to be the one who's always carrying his life problems because of his laziness and incompetence.

As of now I'm happy and living the best life without him.