today was hard

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I just saw my ex blocked me the shock went through my hole body like someone just stabbed my heart
maybe at the back of my mind I hoped he would reach out 1 day or just knowing his a message away made it seem like our break up isn't permanent.
I don't feel like it's getting better feels like the pain getting worse

Last updated on:2025-12-03T23:31:02+05:30

Comments (6)

cryqueen
cryqueen 3 mths ago

did something happen recently between you two or did he just block you out of the blue?

ladyT
ladyT 3 mths ago

we has a 1 night stand if you can call it that a week ago afterwards we said our goodbye and I asked him to check if I left something at his house he took 24 hours to reply to my message and I didn't reply back and that was it
5 days later he blocked me

SeiraAA
SeiraAA 3 mths ago

distracting my brain with anything that forces me out of the spiral. even a walk or calling a friend. it softens the sting a little.

ladyT
ladyT 3 mths ago

I went on that spiral all day

QuickyME
QuickyME 3 mths ago

my ex blocked me out of nowhere too and it literally knocked the air out of me. it’s that tiny hope dying that hurts the MOST. you’re not crazy for feeling like this

ladyT
ladyT 3 mths ago

I so badly want to call him even just to ask why