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i broke no contact when he came looking for me ...I thought it's different maybe he realized what he lost you know but how could I be so stupid ...like I'm dealing with a lion in sheep's clothing ...the lies oh I'm not talking to her etc but behind my back she's even saved with a heart emoji ...the deceiving becomes too much the chaos are so much but this person when I caught him he becomes really rude and harsh and it pains me that I can't seem to let go because I always see good in people
right now I'm just tired and really confused ...the lies ,the deceiving the hurt the pain it's too much for me to bear and all I do is blame myself maybe I wasn't enough that's why he does what he does I hold on to the memory that I knew about him and I know I should let go but how do I even start doing that ? it's fucking hard
I am tired ,I am exhausted I am in pain and fucking worst I still fuckinh love this person
always showing up I'm not up for dating we can be friends etc but calls you babe tells you he loves you worse even says I'm so good and he's taking advantage of me
what should I do really

Last updated on:2025-12-04T04:55:15+05:30

Comments (4)

CozyAndJoy868
CozyAndJoy868 3 mths ago

but you have to go through this to get to the point when u dont wanna be and talk with him anymore
you have to go thru the pain the lonlines like its no other options , u have to go thru nocontact
not "we are just friends"
you cant be friends with someone u love
never
girl stay in no contact if u wanna detach from him please.

jimissWW
jimissWW 3 mths ago

what’s the thing that makes you hold on the tightest? the memories, the hope, or the way he used to treat you before all this?

tommato
tommato 3 mths ago

no calls, no “just friends,” no “i’ll check his socials.” it sucks at first but the chaos quiets down after a while.

poetrygirl
poetrygirl 3 mths ago

i went back to my ex after no contact too because he came crying about “missing me” and then i found out he was still talking to the same girl he swore he cut off. that whiplash of sweet words and then straight up cruelty… it messes with your head. you’re not stupid, you’re just someone who loved hard