am I a weak person

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it's been over a month and this no contact is not working I keep giving in to my emotions
yesterday he blocked me and my brain went on a spiral of thoughts just emotions everywhere eventually I just called and asked why. his reply was just because it's better this way better than seeing your picture or statuses.
I feel broken đź’” my best friend wants nothing to do with me

Last updated on:2025-12-05T01:49:39+05:30

Comments (8)

zikaar
zikaar 3 mths ago

do you feel like contacting him gives you relief or does it make you feel worse after the call ends? just trying to understand what it’s doing to your heart.

ladyT
ladyT 3 mths ago

for some weird reason it makes me feel better talking to him just hearing his voice. but few days after I feel broken again and I regret it because I feel like I'm back at step 1. it's like being in rehab and getting a fix and just hating yourself afterwards

fearlessG
fearlessG 3 mths ago

i’m sorry you’re in that place right now. what’s helped me is putting my phone away when i feel that urge to reach out. like literally distance. it doesn’t fix the pain but it stops me from reopening the wound every time.

ladyT
ladyT 3 mths ago

I wish I could do that but I need my phone for work maybe I should change my number

NotHealed
NotHealed 3 mths ago

when my ex blocked me outta nowhere and it felt like someone punched a hole in my chest. that “better this way” line hurts in a way only someone who’s been there gets. you’re not crazy for spiraling

ladyT
ladyT 3 mths ago

I feel like I'm going crazy not knowing whats happening in his life and even sad that he doesn't care what's happening in mine.

ZappyWave665
ZappyWave665 3 mths ago

One month is really nothing, give yourself time, this is super hard and it really takes months to heal. especially if you loved someone, after you got hurt and all. Be kind to yourself and patient too. No contact works just forget about him, dont check him out, just refrain from focusing On him. otherwise it wont work.

ladyT
ladyT 3 mths ago

it's so hard to forget about him and I hate that his enjoying his life while I'm crying every day it's just so unfair