I hate that I’ve allowed myself to get this bad. I haven’t washed my clothes in MONTHS :/ my room is disgustingly and I have no motivation to get ready. I hate how badly this breakup has affected me and will continue to do so. Today I finally washed some of my clothes and looking at my room I feel so embarrassed and angry at myself. I’m so tired I just want to heal and move on already. I feel like my body, heart, and mind are at capacity. I hate that now I have to heal myself because someone decided to hurt me. I’ve gained weight too, I can see it in the mirror and notice it in the way my clothes fit. Anger and disappointment mixed with sadness is such an ugly feeling.
Last updated on:2025-12-08T23:10:03+05:30
Comments (5)
hey, have you tried writing any of this down or journaling? sometimes seeing it all on paper helps clear the heaviness a bit.
take it one tiny step at a time. even just washing clothes counts. your body and mind need gentle care right now
ugh i feel this so hard 😭 after my breakup i let my room and life spiral too… just started small too, like washing clothes, and it helped me breathe a little.
the fact that u washed today and felt the anger is progress. dont be angry with urself u do what u do to heal.
I wish I could just let it all go already you know :(