I broke it to give him his stuff it was hard before I went we talked on the phone for a bit and him saying it hurts but he will be fine is such a relief I love him but I got to think of me I think im writing this to get prospective because I started feeling sad at night I dont know what to do with my hands my mind I've reinstated our no contact rule I want to be strong I won't go back
Last updated on:2025-12-16T22:33:15+05:30
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when you start feeling sad at night, do you notice if it’s the memories hitting or just the emptiness of routine? might help to pinpoint it.
it's just the noise I think he used to play games ever night I dont miss that but the noise of it you know
what helped me was keeping a small ritual—journaling, walks, literally keeping my hands busy. no-contact is hard but it’s the strongest move you can make right now.
i broke up and kept trying to check in “just once” and it wrecked me. that part where you love them but know you can’t go back… SAME